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Just a little update because I am running bank errands and the queue is fucking insane I have been waiting for a good 2 hours……

Well today is 初八 and it’s still Chinese New Year. Always look forward to such loooong holiday ever since I became a full fledged OL, but I thought I can get much holiday this year laaaaa really dreading 2016. Anyways before I begin ranting about life. I should say how I always enjoy my Chinese New Year visiting at my relatives’ place, well because that’s the 1 in 2 time we meet in a year. I also really enjoy myself over at ec’s side, because his relatives are very tight, even his cousins. Maybe because mine…. I am a freaking Aunt since 8? My generation’s cousin are all way older and married with kids. Is it my parents marry and have us late?


  

This is just my mum’s side, didn’t take a picture with my dad’s this year… Just this…


My mum initiated to because I brought special guests over to my godmother’s place this year. And that’s my adorable nephew hehehe. Besides the appearance of my Korean colleague who will be returning to Korea very soon, ec came along this year, my first time showing my relatives in fact. And I am very happy and glad that he came.

All the other CNY weekends are spent at ec’s relatives side. Lots of gambling and food!! V day happens to fall on 初七, instead of having a date out on the day which everything is marked up. We decided that just being able to spend sometime together is already sufficient. He even gave me flowers this year, honestly very surprised and happy for such an improvement. Didn’t know my boyfriend is capable of being sweet and thoughtful like this hehe😁

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ks love. I know you don't like to publicize and openly mention how much I mean to you. And in the beginning we both know how I wished you could do this and that. But over time, I managed to understand and accept how you are rather than make you do things for the sake of it. I am grateful for having you ☺️💕

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2016

 I’ve been wanting to write but life have been moving triple times faster than usual ever since I got back to Singapore last December. I can hardly breathe, badly consumed by the stress and mental worries at work. I never felt so pressurized by the need to be perfect…

And life has hit me hard ever since the beginning of 2016, from hearing news that took me off guard to eventually facing the reality that life is in fact filled with full of unexpected episodes, just sometimes some are better/worst off than one another. Ultimately, life carries on even after how much you rant about the problems you faced currently or how fast time flies when you’re having good time, either case, somehow you will manage to get through them. 

This is just the beginning of the year and today we are already bidding farewell to the first month of the year. I honestly don’t know what to expect in the coming months the whole year seems more or less planned out and I think I will have my energy totally drained out each day… Really don’t want to think negatively, and need to continue fighting for all who cares about me. 

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Hello to a new year, this year is filled with many occurrence that will get me out of comfort areas. And here’s to achieving this goal so good things will become great things. 

Thank you for all that have stood by me, tolerated me, and showering me with unconditional love and support irregardless of what I chose to do in my life. You are all a blessing to me which I will never want to take for granted. Love y’all 😘

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Kiwi land D1-3 Queenstown

(Long post ahead!)

Kia Ora everyone!

I am sad to say that I’m back in hot and sunny Singapore. You know when you are so excited for your trip to happen, and when it’s here you don’t feel the excitement anymore, it is really here. Then slowly day by day it went by…. And it’s time to head home again. Every moment of the trip was really good, a lot of thing happened along the way but I have to agreed with my dad that despite all of that, the trip was certainly very smooth sailing.

Soooo I might have said in earlier post that I am going to NZ with the family this year. This is in fact our first trip together as a family to somewhere that requires a flight? In fact, we need at least 2 flights to reach there. As a family, the last time we actually went overseas together (minus JB) was in 2011? This trip was very much anticipated, my mum promised my little bro that it is gonna happen. Since we are all working adults now, it has actually lighten a lot of load off my parents’ shoulders. One, we paid our own expenses, we are the ones planning the itinerary. We ran everything, so all they had to do was trust us and follow along.

People closer to me should know that we tried very hard to cut our travel cost as much as possible, saving it on spending or enjoying on more worthy things there. So, when we were booking for flight tickets, me and my sis was left to travel there by ourselves. My parents couldn’t get on the same flight itinerary so they went via other flights/airline. Theirs cost more and of cus they went on SQ and virgin, quite good combi. While me and my sis went on British Airways and Jetstar. Our air tickets cost us about 1.1k, which is considered relatively low. My parents’ was about 1.3k.

The flight itself caused a lot of unhappiness to my mum because she didn’t like the idea that we were separated but it wasn’t so bad come to think about it. She doesn’t trust my dad and bro enough to go along with them. I spent free time in the office to plan the itinerary, and I am very proud of what I planned? This trip was entirely F&E and I really spent plenty of time doing my research, suggesting to my family on the places to visit. My only worry was that they will be unhappy with it after? Which will make me pissed because nobody actually wanted to help when I was planning it.

We took a night flight, with only a difference in flight time of about an hour, our plane actually got cancelled upon check in. We went into panic state while the customer service personnel was busy typing into the system to get us transferred to the next earliest flight to Sydney. The new assigned flight takes off earlier hence we had to rush to our gate. The flight was really good, we arrived in Sydney via priority landing because someone on board needed emergency medical help, lol srsly I couldn’t believe all the drama that happened. So upon landing, all the ground airport crew and paramedics actually came onboard, it was quite an experience! We transited at Sydney before our next flight to Queenstown.

Day 1: On arrival, we were greeted which such scenic view, greeneries all the way!!! We hanged at the airport while waiting for my parents to reach. Because we arrived at Queenstown around the late afternoon, we got on transport and headed to our motel which was conveniently located almost at the heart of the city. We stayed at Creeksyde Holiday Park and Motel for 3 nights. We stayed in the holiday motel but they have other room types available, they are really popular, even camper van units are available too.

We spent the day we arrived heading to the city center to look around and took pictures at Lake Wakatipu. And also trying the legendary Fergburger which we queue for about 30 minutes? It was really da bomb, but my dad doesn’t eat beef sooooo he didn’t get to taste how good it was. He had some chicken burger pfft.

We went to the supermarket to get supplies to prepare breakfast because we will be going on a full day tour the following day and they do not provide meals (unless we fork out more of cus).

Day 2: Oh ya, I forgot to mention, Singapore and NZ have a time difference of 5 hours, they are of cuts ahead of us. So most of the time during the trip, while I am welcoming the night, it is only the beginning of the day for ma friends in Singapore. We woke up really early for the Milford Sound Tour via Intercity, apparently this tour is a MUST GO! Well, here’s our experience…

To get to Milford, is a total of 4 hours, and all tours go via coach buses, or you could get there via helicopters but they cost a bomb. So we chose coach bus, we headed to Te Anau, about a 2 hours journey, it was freaking cold that day!!!

And on our first night, the weather was really bad, cold and extremely windy, a lot go trees got shook down. Sooooo we couldn’t continue our tour journey because there were trees that have fallen from Te Anau to Milford, it blocked off the entire road and it can’t be cleared before the time we head to take the ferry so we heading back to Queenstown. Wasted a whole morning travelling for nothing, but my sis managed to book the same tour for the following day, we also got upgraded, hehe 😉

So we went back to Queenstown and had a change of plans, it was too late to in fact go for other tours or do something thrilling? So we first went to Skyline Gondola to take the luge! Skyline Gondola is a cable car ride up to the top, so you will get a fantastic view of Queenstown.

And the luge ride in NZ…. IS SO SO MUCH BETTER + THRILLING than in Singapore!!! I was sibei haolian to the luge operators saying I took it in SG too and this is hands down the best I had to date!

We went to the city to chill after, partly because my sis have arranged to meet up with her friends from SG in Queenstown. Sorry but I had to post this cause the plants here are so green and healthy! I did not even put any filter or edited the photos.

Another must try in South Island would be Patagonia, they can only be found at major towns in the Southern Island and they are quite a good place to chill!

We went to the supermarket again to prepare to cook dinner at our cozy home. Yes, half of the time, we had our dinners home cooked with whatever ingredients we want. This is the best way to save cost, because restaurants in NZ are rather pricey.

Day 3: We woke up early again, and I still remember vividly that it was a really wet day, it rained the WHOLE day. Due to the failure to proceed with the tour the previous day, and they were running full, so they gave us free upgrade to some 5 star tour, apparently the coach was supposed to be more comfortable? But it didn’t felt like it, the only obvious difference was that we were given time to alight off the bus to take pictures, because instead of going to Milford alone, our tour was a scenic ones which allows such opportunity hehe.

Really loved the scenic part of the tour because I got to alight from the bus so many times to get better photos instead of taking with the bus glass and lots of rain drops spoiling my photos. The only person who missed out all of these would be my sis who was labelled as the Sleeping Beauty onboard. Also, the tour gave me a good understanding of the history of Te Anau and Milford. There was this tunnel that we had to go thru, it took them over decades to get it thru to the other side of the mountain, so many dynamites were used to blow up the tunnel. Milford Cruise was bad, I got so sea sick, when we were around open sea that I slept almost half the time.

Milford Sound is just waterfall after waterfall. Sorry, I don’t really know how to appreciate this, though it was a great sight but, it was really just alright to me.

Journey back to Queenstown – A tour bus broke down during the journey and it really warmed my heart that kiwis are such kind hearted people? My bus driver stopped by and helped out and even got their passengers onboard our bus to Te Anau. Another tour bus also helped! Can you imagine how they will be left stranded if nobody offered help??? Somemore that bus was filled with elderly. Ok, can’t remember what happen after the tour but it was the last night before we start our road trip.

This post is getting rather lengthy, so I shall continue on the road trip on the next post!

 

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The love of my life

  
I like to watch you looking afar, capture your candid moments and secretly smile behind you while I capture them… I’ve found myself a trusty friend, a best friend who is always hear me out on my lowest points, a boyfriend who always treats me well like a gentleman. He is everything that I did and did not mention too. All his greatness accompanied with his flaws, I love every bit of him because he have chose to accept me just as I am. 

Sometimes you read so many articles about love, but all of those are how people defined what love should be. Yes we can have those influencing our own thoughts and belief but ultimately we choose who we want to be with, what we choose to see in that person, it’s your perspective and you can stick with your gut no matter what others made up about who you love is not a great person. You just have to believe in yourself and believe what you see in him/her. I’ve never wavered, I’ve never let what others tell me about him affect us. 

Till today I love him and in fact I know I love him more than I did in the beginning. Thank you for being my greatest source of happiness. Thank you for being there to calm me down when I get anxiety attacks, get so overwhelmed by emotions and break down in front of you. Thank you for giving me the security, love and warmth that made me feel blessed all the time. 

If I had to do everything again, I would still want to choose to meet you. In fact, I wished I could have known you earlier so I can fall for you even longer 😌

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Growth

Working have definitely made me more matured and sensible in terms of thinking, listening to adults talk based on their own experience have allowed me to gain a lot of insight about being a person. 

Sometimes they look at me with envy, my youth; the freedom to spend time with themselves; to do things without having to consider others’ feelings; to be young again, all that have gone away with time. No, it’s not like they are not enjoying and loving what is currently consuming them. Every second, you only get to spend it once, it’s quite scary how we only can think back days, months, years later that we are already older, we can’t reenact good memories. They have become intangible. We fail to seize the moment, not until we lose it. 

Even if it’s forgotten, I think every little things we did, no matter if it stirred out emotions positively or otherwise, they all serve as a life lesson. Every phase in life, these things differ, that’s only natural because it means we are constantly growing and exposed to new things. I think the only thing that is infinite even above and beyond love is in fact learning, maybe at least till death that is. 

Work life have allowed me to gradually undercover the good and bad of people in the society. Luck, when we meet the good, then we must learn to be appreciative and reciprocate. Bad luck, when we meet nasty people, they let you realised the gruesome reality and question the goodness in human beings. They, we have to avoid, or rather we must adjust and adapt ourselves to meet such unexpected situations. 

Your colleagues are essentially the people to motivate you to come to work day in and out. Nothing beats who is leading you though, nobody can work under someone who you have discrepant views with. Unhappiness bound to blow up, then someone got to leave. I mean it’s just sad how everything have to turn out this way….. Okay I can’t believe I’m feeling troubled even after work but it’s not supposed to be my worry, yet it’s affecting me. Although I’m standing on the sideline, this whole thing is consuming me. This, have let me learnt so much on how to become a better leader. At least I know, I will never want to be him. 

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My wonderwoman

  
Hi mum, here’s me trying to take an artsy photo of you after our prata meal in this pretty foreign place that dad have brought us to for the first time. Apparently this is one of the good prata place in Singapore. 

Here is the woman I remembered that was being petty that particular day, and scolded me for taking such an ugly photo of her because she looked old. But mum, you’re not ugly. You’re beautiful, you’re the toughest woman I know. Yes, I might not agree with you on certain things but I respect you in every other ways. I’m very proud and happy for my mum who finally managed to let go. Let go of her kids and admit that they’ve grown up, admit that we need to be independent now. And as much I am happy for her on that, I am feeling a little surreal, now I really have to be independent. These couple of days, we all lived without her, it was manageable yet I still can’t see myself doing this day in and out. It is so draining and I honestly must applaud her for being able to juggle work and family so well. The guilt is getting to me for all those time that I caused unnecessary drama to add on to her already filled to the brink day to day tasks. As much as I want her to know my daily woes, I guess it’s time I handle it myself and give her less to worry about. Because at the end of the day, she deserve nothing but the best from all of us. So I rather tell her things that will make her happy. 

I’m so exhausted from helping out with the house and family, it’s really not easy to start one. And I doubt I’m even ready, maybe a few years more…. For now I’m just glad that my mum will be back tonight hehe♥️

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Sometimes I get all these guilt when I unlocked my phone and saw the WordPress app. Guilty for not writing more often, guilty for being lazy. Guilty for neglecting you.

Then other times, I just feel like neutral about this space. I don’t even remember when was the last time I felt the need to describe my life out in the form of words. 

Maybe not coming here really outweighs the need to, because I am happy to live every moment while it last, capturing snippets of it for myself. 

While it may not be rainbows and sun shines all the time, days when I’m drowned in sadness, I decided not to let it affect me for more than that day it happened. Okay, I am still working on it… Daunting on it, only made me more unhappy.

Anyway, my life have been more or less the same, but this is sufficient. Till I have more to let you know about closer to the end of 2015, this space will be left vacant. I am just utterly excited for my trip at the end of Nov….. You’ll know it if you followed close enough😉

Let me end with some photos I took when Dreamworks was still featured at Artsciene. 

  
    
 

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Some times we have real good days and some others we are just purely out of luck. Today I had an awfully bad day and I’m so glad it’s almost over. Can’t wait to start the day fresh tomorrow. Yet I know some part of me will be reminded of what happened today days later of how horribly unlucky I am. 

For better days ahead, let’s push thru. 

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Oasia Staycation

So last weekend, I had a staycation with my girlfriends, we have been planning it for weeks, just didn’t book any because we found discounts if we were to book it last minute. In the end, we settled for some promotion at hotels.com which I received secret price, it was really damn affordable!!! We went for Oasia hehehe no regrets. It was just a 2d1n thing. Met up Gdine and Cam to check in, then went for lunch with them, shopped for some groceries before heading back to the hotel with the rest of the girls.

  

Amazing view out of the window! Although this condo spoils everything a little. It blocked the Marina Bay view sadly. There was NDP rehearsal that day but we only managed to catch the fighter planes.

  

Girls girls girls, before the nice sunlight goes away when the sun set.

Swimming… Or actually we were busy playing with Cam’s go pro camera under water LOL, it kept us entertained for more than an hour. Sadly gdine and feel didn’t join us in the pool if not much more fun!!!   
  

Dinner was at this place, just at the lobby of our hotel actually. Marmalade Pantry! I had the steak sandwich below VVV  So nice with the fried sweet potato fries! But it was too filling because we also got a bowl of truffle fries to share.

Ended the night drinking choya (lolol) and some ciders and KO almost instantly when we all head to the bed, to actually chat more in the dark but…. I was the first to fall asleep oops.

Woke up the next morning and had to check out shortly. Our staycation was so short! But it was quite fun and cozy to spend time with the girls hehehe our long awaited staycation actually happened! 🙂